The doorbell scared Beth as she was upstairs getting
ready. She has said for months that she
wants to change the damn thing, the ding dong sounded ridiculous and very
inappropriate for a house of that size and that expensive.
She wanted something elegant and pleasant
sounding.
Touching up her lip gloss, she hops down the stairs and
answers the door. “Hello! Come in, come in.” She welcomes Dani into their home. Dani is her first guest, the first person
that she has invited over and she was excited about it.
Dani stepped in and kicked her flip flops off at the door, “Wow
this place is gorgeous, you LIVE her?”
“Yes, we live here.”
Beth replies, thinking that was an odd statement, but brushes it
off. “Come on, let’s go find Jon so you
can say hello.”
Dani and Beth walk to the back of the house, peeking into
the living room, the great room and their office, not finding Jon. Beth happened to catch him out of the corner
of her eye, sitting in the back yard reading his book. She opens the French door that separate her
from him and says, “Hey, we have company.”
Jon turns around and looks over his shoulder, “Hey Dani.” He
says as he gets up to hug her hello. “How
are you?”
“Good Jon, how are you?” she hugs him back, kissing him on
the cheek.
“I’m good. Welcome to
Casa Adams – Bongiovi.”
“You have a lovely home and an amazing view. Thank you for having me over.” She replies, looking
at both of them.
Beth can see that Jon wants to get back to his book and that
he really didn’t need to be around for the girl talk, “Let’s go get something
to drink. Red or white?” she asks Dani.
Jon jumps in, “There are very good years of both in the wine
cooler.” Beth steps over to him and kisses
him on the lips, smiling.
“Thank you babe.” She says as the women walk away. He watches them walk away, loving the woman
that’s on the right. She is perfect, in
every way and she makes him feel perfect in every way. Yes, he was watching Beth walk away.
He reclaims his seat in the sun and the women go in the
house.
Beth pours Dani a glass of Pinot and herself a glass of
cranberry/grape juice and then she takes her on a tour of the house. Dani is impressed, but she isn’t seeing
anything that she hadn’t owned herself.
When she was married, her husband was a professional and they lived a fabulous
lifestyle – maybe not the likes of a rock star, but she had nice things in a
beautiful home.
When the tour of the house was complete, Beth asked Dani “Do
you want to hang out in here, go sit with Jon or we can head to the riverbank.”
“The riverbank would be nice.” Dani states.
“But if you would rather we hang out somewhere else, that’s fine.”
“I’d pick the river.
That’s a peaceful place for me; I could sit there for hours.” Beth starts to open up, a little.
“Then let’s go sit on the river.”
The women make their way back out to the back of the house,
passing Jon again. Beth just kisses him
quick as they pass by, and he cracks her on the ass. She smiles and continues on with her friend
until they reach a bench.
Sitting down,
Beth says, “Jon had these put in for me.
He got sick of seeing me sit on the grass when I was pregnant with the
twins.”
“That was nice of him.”
Dani smiles, “I’m so sorry for your loss, by the way.”
Beth cracks a smile, trying to be polite while sometimes the
very mention of them makes her cry. Even
more now that her hormones have kicked in, “I’m sorry for your loss as well.”
“Isn’t it funny what bonds people together?” Dani starts to open up a little too, feeling
like Beth was a friend. A friend was
something that they both needed and they are grateful that they found one
another. “I mean, if you weren’t the
kind hearted caring person that you are, I never would have met you.”
“We don’t know that.”
“Where else could we have met? You don’t strike me as the strip club type.”
Dani laughs, she can’t even picture Beth in a place like that. Beth was all class. “I think you were put in that cemetery to
find me, and me to find you.”
“That’s possible.” Beth says, having had the very same
thought that she did. “I thought that
too. If it wasn’t for my current
circumstance, I probably wouldn’t have even been in the cemetery on that night,
making me go back the next day.”
“What circumstance?” Dani asks, really not knowing what Beth
is talking about, unless what she heard in the news was true. “Are you referring to what was all over the
news lately?”
Beth nods her head. “Yeah.”
“Oh Beth, I’m so sorry.
I was hoping that TMZ was making shit up.”
“I wish.”
“What are you going to do?”
Dani questions, wondering what they have planned.
“Do?” Beth doesn’t understand her question. “What do you mean what are we going to do?”
“About the baby?” Dani replies, with a hint of what are you, stupid in her voice.
“We aren’t doing anything about the baby, except praying
that we carry her to term and she’s born healthy. What else can we do?”
“You’re carrying her and there’s a real good possibility
that you could lose her?”
Beth is a little miffed at this point, who was this woman
talking to her like that? “There isn’t
anything I could or would change right now.
There’s a possibility that she’s going to be just fine.” Beth stands up, “Are you referring to those
people that think we should abort her because she may be in pain? The ones that think and talk like Jon and I
have no idea what we’re doing?”
“Well………”
“No fucking well about it.” She gets a little animated, especially
when others try to dictate her life and what she should do. “Let’s not have this discussion, alright. It’s far too personal for me, and you’re here
to visit.”
Dani gets up and places her hand on Beth’s shoulder, “Beth,
I didn’t mean to upset you.”
“I know.”
“You seem like you have it all together, all worked out I
never thought that you wouldn’t want to talk about it.”
Beth looks at her, tears rolling down her cheeks, “It’s
still pretty raw.”
“I never even considered that, again, I am so sorry.”
Beth understands where Dani is coming from and she can only
hope that Dani understands where Beth is coming from and where she is at. “What sounds good for dinner? Are you hungry?” Beth asks her friend, feeling a little silly
because she was pretty mean, and she didn’t mean to be. Dani’s intentions were well, but Beth has had
her share of gossip and bullshit to last her a lifetime since she’s been with
Jon.
“I could eat.”
“Let’s go see what we have, unless you would rather go out?”
Dani likes the idea of going out, “I would love to go out,
since Kenna died, I haven’t been able to go and eat at a real restaurant. The strip club food is terrible.”
“Where would you like to go?” Beth hooks her arm and leads her toward the
house. Beth is watching Jon, sitting
there smoking a cigarette, reading his book.
“Do we want him to go with us?”
Dani was cool about it, although who wouldn’t want to have
dinner with Jon Bon Jovi? She tries to
hide her excitement about that question but says, “If he wants.”
When they get to him, Beth says, “We’re going to go grab a
bite, do you want to join us?”
Jon, using his book to shield his eyes from the sun looks at
Beth and says, “Thanks for the invite, but I think I’m heading back into the studio. You girls go ahead, have fun.”
“Aww, come on Jon.
How often can you go to dinner with your baby mamma and a stripper?” she jokes, not expecting his response.
“All of my meals are eaten with a stripper. You didn’t know that Beth used to be a
stripper?”
“Knock it off.” Beth smiles
as she lifts her foot to kick him, correcting his behavior. “I was not a stripper, Jon. I was a hooker. BIG difference.” She laughs, “Get it right,
will ya.”
“Are you sure you don’t want to join us?” Dani
reiterates. “I think it would be great
if you joined us.”
Standing up, he kisses Beth on the cheek, “Nope, I’m going
to work. This Bill Clinton book inspired
me to rule the world and I can’t do it from a lounge chair.”
“Want us to bring you back something?”
“That’s up to you. If
not, pizza hut is on speed dial.” They
kiss each other and the girls leave him alone to bond.
The girls get in Beth’s car and go up to the little mom and
pop on Route 35. Nothing fancy, but Beth
has never been there and neither has Dani.
They sat across from one another and talk.
“How did you meet Jon?”
“Backstage at a concert.” She’s embarrassed, she didn't want
anyone to think that she was a groupie, Beth was all class.
“Really?” Dani is shocked by that. “I hear backstage at a Bon Jovi concert is
harder to get in that Ft. Knox.”
“I’ve heard that too, but this was a couple of years ago.”
“Here in Jersey?”
Beth shakes her head no, “I was in L.A. working and my best
friend took me to the show. I had no
idea what to expect, but I literally bumped into him. And the rest is history. Very public history.”
“Lucky!”
“Oh, I don’t know about that.” Beth teases; she knows that she is very lucky
to have such a wonderful man in her life.
“Working in L.A., were you a hooker for real?”
Laughing, Beth can hardly stop, “Oh hell no. I was working at an investment firm back
then. I was never a hooker or a
stripper.”
“You worked at an investment firm back then, what do you do
now?” Dani asks.
“Now I own one. We
just, I mean I just opened one last week in the city. Jon and I own an vineyard out in California –
my favorite job is taking care of him and his children.”
“Do they like you?”
“Yeah.” Beth cannot
help but smile. Dani goes into like a
daydream stare, Beth notices that and asks her, “Tell me about your ex, tell me
about McKenna. You know all about me, I
know very little about you and your life.”
“My ex…………..well he’s an asshole. Like I said, he’s a professional that had great lawyers, so he got
everything that we had. No one would
even take my case knowing that he would be the defendant. There was nothing I could do, nowhere to
turn.”
“Was he like that when you married him?”
“We weren't really married; it was more a common law
marriage.”
“And no one would help you?”
“No.”
“Was he like that from the beginning?”
“No, he was great in the beginning. It went downhill when I got pregnant with
Kenna. He didn’t want to have a baby,
well not with me anyway.”
“What do you mean, not with me anyway? Does he have kids?” Beth questions, already knowing the answer.
“Yes, he has children and a new life already and I was left
in the quake of destruction – which has somehow led me to you.”
Beth looks at the woman across from her and can’t help but
feel for her, she’s experienced loss too – that’s the thread that will bind
them together. “I believe that things
happen for a reason and I’m glad that we were able to find each other.”
“Me too.”
They continue conversation over dinner and learn even more
about how alike they are. Beth feels
great for having a woman to talk to; that she can burden with the trials of
being with a rock star. Her closest
friend was more like a daughter and she can imagine talking to Stephanie about
half of what she will tell Dani.
They laugh, they cry, they are gone so long Jon calls Beth
to make sure she’s okay. With her cell
phone ringing, Beth says, “Excuse me, it’s Jon.” She slides her finger over the screen,
accepting his call. “Hey gorgeous.”
“Is everything okay?” he asks and Beth can detect a tone.
“Everything is fine, why?” she replies, looking at her
watch. She crinkles her eyebrows and
waits for it.
“Well, you've been gone for almost 5 hours.”
“Sorry. We’re right
up at Delmonico’s, come join us.” She tries to lighten his mood, but it doesn't work.
“I hate to be this way, but tonight is the first night
without kids since your party, I would really like to spend some time with
you. Is that too much to ask?”
“Seriously Jon, you’re playing the needy card?” Beth barks, without meaning too. Jon’s behavior was odd, or so she
thought. He’s never done that to her, so
why now?
“Needy? Is that what
you think this is, needy?” he snaps back at her.
“Yeah, kind of.” She whispers.
Jon, always aware of his surroundings is now being mindful
of hers; he’s not going to let this escalate into a fight that they will either
see on the news or read about in the morning’s paper. He ends it.
“What this is Beth is me reaching out to you in my time of need. I learned
that we were having a girl the same time that you did and I have waited for my
opportunity to talk to you about my thoughts and feelings regarding the matter,
I am sorry that I gave you the space that I thought that you needed – it obviously
wasn’t enough.”
And the phone goes
dead.
Beth’s heart is in her throat and
she can barely breathe.
He DOES have a point. Beth was gone for a very long evening out with a friend. Abet a new friend but that is no excuse. I can see 2 even 3 hours for dinner. 5 is just to me is a really long time and with Jon asking her to go home I dont see as unreasonable....
ReplyDeleteJon wouldn't of thought anything of it if it was him. He's being needy just like a man! Plus she's preggo's and he's probably panicking. And she needs other grown up's to talk to.. He can't be her everything. Even thou he could be mine! She's going to be really pissed at him over this and I'm sure he's not going to take this lightly either. Like my husband said to me tonight after my daughter's Sweet 16 Birthday Party when we cuddle up on the couch "Oh now I get some attention." Really?! And that's 0nly because all her friends were all over me and calling me Mom and wouldn't leave me the whole night. Yeah he wasn't jealous and the same with Jon. Beth has a new friend taking attention away from HIM!
DeleteAnd what the hell was all that about?
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